Stand Back Folks...

...I'm an unprofessional!

Shoot pictures of my

dad's bar. Picture shots at my 

dad's bar. Shoot bar's shots.

maybe tomorrow

today's not my day
lack of sleep and wandering
thoughts, quite frustrating

senioritis in the advanced stage

don't wanna study.
just wanna watch tv
and eat bacon. sigh.

DEPEYSTER FIELD

african winter;
daydreaming windows of a
tussle in the snow

! ! Fire Sale ! !

All love must go! Bad

credit, no credit! Approved!

Get it while I'm down!

-!- Crabby -!-

Friends, Lovers, Countrymen

Is life all just hoops?

Jump 'till you're too old to stand.

Come hold my hand -- hop.

nobody home

it's freezing inside
this empty house, this empty room.
just can't shake this gloom.

Mother Nature Fights Dirty

Behind her heart she hides

a spade. Her warm embrace torn

by cold hooks and jabs.

not appropriate

fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
fuck fuck fuck, the end.

Wet Spring

The snow is melting. 

The warmth brings rushing torrents 

around her flower.

i miss the workforce
i feel disconnected, bored
unproductive, oy.

behaving myself?
no way, i'm so far from it
ornery, that's me

idealwithsorrow

onlyonekindandthreeears

unrequited love

No Title

Eight AM, Sunday.
This world sleeps except for the
cleaner and the gods.

holy sugars.

snow flakes running round
twisting, shouting, "somebody
have mercy on me!"

peach and pretzel juice

what are men to rocks
and mountains? what are women
to stars and sunsets?

weird start to v-day
things have changed permanently
i've got no regrets

twelve roses? chocolate?
valentines, schmalentines--hugs
and kisses are free.

No Title

Grubs awake from bed

to eat and wait to grow -- and

feed young chirping heads.

My love for her will

never die. Woe, but never 

have a chance to live.

-Crabby-

Mothers' Blossoms

In cold they lay dorment.

With spring they sprout up and grow--

children run the street!

unemployed and sad
boy loves another, no me
woe, woe, woe is me

i liked your warmth so
much it hurts, already miss you
just a few months left

a pain in the neck

avec soaked pantlegs avec

you'll never love me

fuck ensuing months

i'm just gonna show i care

you'll never commit

i'll throw yellow fleurs

we'll have parades, your desire

is just a charade

bring me to your bed

don't respond when "i like you"

get me drunk and sad

i can't fall asleep

because it'd either be nude

or in your pjs

stock market

medical forms filled,

multiple choice diseases,

make my body fit.

six in the morning

everything, it was
crystalline & fleshy like
summer when it rains

Instruments

Generals: peace (war?)

Bach: music; doctors: the cure.

What is my end all?

bear

other halves like a
pear or a peach, uncertain
of fantastic life

a lack of talking
a lack of understanding
frustrating feelings

indecision

i say no but yes
i want but ache, oh i am
unsure, unsteady.

repeat

i aint gonna sin

no more. ill drink my gin cause

that keeps me thin but

(repeat)

Muffled Speach

Confusion and joy.

Did she really say snuggle?

No, I misheard her.

-Crabby-

defiant walkings

i've been zig-zagging
all around town, fuck traffic
i own all these streets

Want of Spring

Mighty gales bring life

to sleeping seeds -- death to the

hare in bowing weeds.

A rose smells of rose.

But death is so easy when

you call it a nap.

Don't Even Bother

Bubbley, brunette, 

bouncing temptation. Without 

love it's not the same.

chem II lab

ammonia in nose
centrifuges spinning 'round
headaches to take home

i am like an atom bomb, you are like an atom bomb

amassing anger,
the systematic downfall
of human nature

(photo: eveline tarunadjaja)

lack ability
to do what? create compose
be something better

i am fooling me
but not you or you or you
i've got tricks you'll see

strip it sniff it bam!
i'm all out of my suntan
exercise your mind

leave it to me please
can i find someone to love
i depend on up

red and blue and black
green green green yellow yellow
brown brown brown hue bruise

he wrestled with me
I punched him with a pillow
talk til five-thirty

gimme Lemon

crave lemons. lemon
craver. spent my cents on a
sour trip upstream

shiny spiny or
whiny which would you rather
be an anteater

think of others when
you take anything without
replacing got it

mmm

Hide your chihuahua
in that girdle
chicken liver pie

Mountain

bust it busted bust
my toe. my thumb is bleeding
and I bust my toe

always

can't help it I need
to rhyme there's not enough time
but I'm still trying

Going bland

swing to another bill to pay
concentrate academic work
no play. I'm insane

.!?

punctuations stop!
do I dare during haiku
exclaim question mark

punctuations stop!

do it

clif bars, starting zines
sleeping in and drinking tea
life won't plan itself

you know

I met a knew friend
she thought i was gay sorry
i don't swing that way

AAAAHH!

Itch it or scratch it
it's all of a bad habit
cut them all off please

forgotten

A piff in the knee
epiphany my oh my
please come back to me

no hair no food

Mark my words my hair's
fallin out why don't people
like sauerkraut

too much time

So many things to
do online with so little
little too much time

oh june please hurry along!

i want a thin dress
and bare feet, grass-tickled and
summer, please, summer.

i miss you sun

Sun light doesn't fall,

it rises from the Earth. And

picks me up inside.

moosetracks

gentle bear orphan

a christmas tree is a tree

inside or alive

unpredictable
you're simple, but complex, boy
you're sweeter than pie

fickle-ickle-ick

technology, false
motions in time broken&
beat my laptop woe