it's weird, sad, thrilling

people think of you despite

lack of awareness.

today I found out

someone was discussing me

though I don't know them

it seems like a breech

and it's scary and sad too

cause I'll think of death

this info would spread

should I die, a prolific

curiosity.

and do you "notehim",

I've since made out with resin?

there was fun and fear

cause you always were

a chainsmoker, and now her

and maybe me too.